Dear Diary,

I don't know what I feel now.
My emotions are all weird these few days.

Maybe I'll just let myself find me again.
then maybe I know what I feel.

I'm a little bummed that Michael is out.
He seems so nice.
And he reminds me of my cousin Aman.. so laid back.
and he can sing what.

But what scared the shit out of me was Matt being in the bottom 3.
And Megan should have been in the bottom 3.
But she's really interesting.

There's something about Danny and Allison that I don't really like.
Their voice is too rock-ish like wet and ____
(its like too serak basah if you know what I mean)

And okay fine Adam looked wayyy better yesterday and what not.
But but I still have a problem with him.
I just don't know what.
I know that I don't like it when he screams and like weirdly too high pitch-y for a guy.
(is he like gay?)
and and is it just me or is his face like too chubby.
Its not like fat or what.
He is kinda handsome/cute whatever but
its like his face is not chiseled? or like sharp and its like kinda babat-ish.

Haha I feel bad. I like him. But not enough to go gaga like David Cook.

But oooh I loved Matt,Kris and Anoop :D

I am waiting for all of them to like develop all their 'star' qualities.
but seriously I hope they don't get too caught up in stardom.
No one likes a stuck up person.
They should keep grounded.

And I'm still waiting for me to like Adam
Why?
Cause he is kinda cute/handsome and he's like 'IN'
but djfhsdhfdjlkss i wished he will eventually perform something I like.

Goodnight people.